暮光之城•暮色 第216期:第十三章 自白(11)

[00:00:01]He lifted his eyes; his expression was wistful, pleading. 他抬起眼，他的神情里充满了渴望和恳求。 [00:03:38]Even the strongest of us fall off the wagon, don't we? “即使是我们中最坚强的人也会旧瘾复发，不是吗?” [00:07:33]What are you asking? My permission? My voice was sharper than I'd intended. “你在询问什么?我的许可吗?”我的声音比我本来计划的还要尖锐。 [00:13:56]I tried to make my tone kinder — I could guess what his honesty must cost him. 我试图让自己的语气更友好些——我能猜得出来，他的诚实一定折磨着他。 [00:21:10]I mean, is there no hope, then? How calmly I could discuss my own death! “我是指，已经没有希望了，对吧?”我居然能如此冷静地谈论自己的死亡! [00:27:31]No, no! He was instantly contrite. Of course there's hope! I mean, of course I won't… “不，不!”他立刻懊悔不已。“当然有希望!，我是说，我当然不会……” [00:33:33]He left the sentence hanging. His eyes burned into mine. It's different for us. Emmett… these were strangers he happened across. 他把那个没说完的句子晾在了一旁。他的目光灼烧着我的眼睛。“这对我们来说不一样。艾美特……那两个只是他偶然遇到的陌生人。 [00:44:49]It was a long time ago, and he wasn't as… practiced, as careful, as he is now. 那已经是很久以前的事了，那时他还不够……不能够像现在这样那么有经验，那么谨慎。” [00:50:47]He fell silent and watched me intently as I thought it through. 他陷入了沉默，专注地看着我。我思考着，然后得出了结论。 [00:56:46]So if we'd met… oh, in a dark alley or something… I trailed off. “所以如果我们的初见是在……哦，在一条黑暗的小路上，或者别的什么地方……”我的声音渐渐低了下来。 [01:00:33]It took everything I had not to jump up in the middle of that class full of children and — He stopped abruptly, looking away. “我竭尽全力克制自己，才没有在那间坐满了孩子的教室正中间跳起来——”他突兀地停下来，看向别处。 [01:10:03]When you walked past me, I could have ruined everything Carlisle has built for us, right then and there. “当你从我身旁走过时，我差点就要毁掉了卡莱尔为我们苦心筑造的一切，就在那一刻，就在那里。 [01:17:11]If I hadn't been denying my thirst for the last, well, too many years, I wouldn't have been able to stop myself. He paused, scowling at the trees. 要不是我最终克制住了自己的渴望，好吧，要不是那么多年来我都克制着，我肯定无法阻止自己。”他停下来，阴沉着脸注视着那些树。 [01:27:59]He glanced at me grimly, both of us remembering. You must have thought I was possessed. 他冷酷地看了我一眼，我们都在回想着。“你那时一定认为我疯了。”

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