苏琪（双语）

过完2010年就该2011年了。

It is 2011 after spending 2010.

我们呜咽地笑个稀里哗啦，去年的天空证明我们还在做梦。美的顾不上哭泣，海角看惯的风浪，还在汹涌。这次烙一张饼，或生或熟，或圆或缺。没发现去年教学楼前的小榕树死的蹊跷，我们竟来去匆匆毫不留恋。校园里的垃圾随着到处乱刮的风在校园里放纵，再放纵。可惜宿舍坏了的窗子一直失修，我们在飞，究竟在怎么飞...

We laugh a cry splinters, last year's sky , we are still dreaming.. Beauty without cry, cape used wind and waves, also in the rough. The bake a cake, or raw or cooked, or round or missing. Didn't find something teaching building small banyan tree died last year, we should hurry did not want to stay. Waste on campus as around blowing wind to indulge in the campus, and indulgence. It's a pity that the broken window of the dormitory has been disrepaired, We are flying, how can we fly...

一走进炒菜味四溢的食堂，所有诗意心情，都随饭缸里剩的水一同倒掉。苏琪总是刻意迈着不深不浅的步子，比肩打上不开的热水，也不喝，单单晾在一旁。柳絮在空气中倾诉散漫，苏琪一脸平静。我告诉她只剩下半个月了，她告诉我还有一百年。

Entering the cooking smell of canteen, all of the poetic mood, have to pour out with rice with water in the cylinder. Sookie always begin with is not deep not shallow, on a par in doesn't open the hot water, also do not drink, just hanging on the side. Catkin in the air to loose, suki a face of peace. Only half a month, I told her she told me that there are one hundred.

苏琪爱喝白开水，不喜欢吃芹菜。常一个人听三两首老歌，冰糕一口一口的吃掉，毫不拖延。她不笑，应该说不常笑，至少死那天我看到了。语文老师问我的梦想是什么，我说，钱和女人。所有惊讶的表情里，有苏琪的赞许。所有没完没了的吵闹，在格式化的教室稠腻，随后稀释成无味的气体。苏琪只是思考着，思考着些什么，我们看不懂的。她把整天的忙碌看成金子在乱石中磨损，记录每天的损耗。为什么，我们问的为什么谁都不愿解释，他们也想回避这。苏琪喜欢找到一个不起眼的角落看远处的风景，告诉我眼前这一切她也曾想珍惜过。为什么叶子会掉，为什么掉了的叶子没被收集起。为什么我们走过，为什么我们会有不舍。当潮水把怨气冲向海滩，溅起的水滴只是无助的散落。苏琪不会记忆，像讷讷的表情，不会刻意留下什么，却谁都无法忘记。苏琪把准备的白色稿纸，用简单的线纹填满，晚自修之前再静静收起。我目睹的只是不消停课业困压下的苏琪，她有自己的杯子，盛的也只是杯子里的水。一直怀疑，为什么我们不堪，为什么我们承受不起，为什么安静的孩子会走向远方。课桌上那本数学书还安放在我的一旁，在解析几何的第一节夹着苏琪童年的相片，甜美的笑仅仅留在了童年。

Suki loves to drink plain boiled water, she doesn't like to eat celery. Often a person listen to two song, sorbet a bite to eat, and without delay. She didn't laugh, should say not often laugh, at least death I saw the other day. Chinese teacher ask what is my dream, I said, money and women. All surprised expression, with suki's approval. All the endless noisy, in the format of the classroom is thick and greasy, then diluted into odorless gas. Sookie just thinking, thinking about what we don't understand. Her busy all day long as gold in the rocky wear and record the daily wear and tear. Why, why do we ask who did not want to explain, they also want to avoid this. Sookie look like find a bleak corner of the distant scenery, told me she had eyes that want to cherish. Why the leaves fall and fall the leaves are not gather up. Why we passed, why do we have. Rushed to the beach when the tide buckets and splashing water droplets is helpless. Sookie not memory, like had expression, not deliberately leave what, who can't forget. Sookie prepared the white paper, fill, with simple lines before night self-study pack up quietly. I witnessed was trapped under the pressure of time school sookie, she has her own cup, sheng is the water in the cup. Have long suspected that, why do we not, why we can't afford to, why would a quiet child goes away. The math book on the desk is placed on my side, on the first day of analytic geometry with suki childhood photos, sweet smile just to stay in his childhood.

只剩一个星期了，突然之间，我很突然。外面的灯火亮得眩晕，我面向她，说，苏琪我们今晚死掉吧!苏琪肯定的看了我一眼，然后露出少有的喜悦。她说，怎样个死法。我讲，楼顶一坠就好。她笑笑，不言不语。五分钟后她问什么时间，我说今晚就好。又是突然，我小心地后悔了这决定，怕她是来真的。可自从初二升初三的那个假期后，再没见过苏琪这样好的兴致。于是我决定死，好吧，一起死。期待的一刻来临的很快，楼顶有风。我们只是站在楼顶边缘，她说，向母校挥挥手吧。我按着做了，准备要跳，可是却被她一把拉住。她说，怎么还来真的啊。我一下子舒心了，那回宿舍吧。她说跳楼死相太难看，怪我没替她想想，没把她当成女生，呵呵。

Only for a week, all of a sudden, I was suddenly. Outside the bright lights of dizziness, I for her, and said, suki we die tonight! Sookie sure gave me a look, and then show little joy. She said, what a way to die. I speak, it is good to the roof of a drop. She smiled, wordless. Five minutes later she asked what time, I said good tonight. And suddenly, I regret this decision carefully, in great fear that she might come true. Since 2 litres of grade of the vacation, haven't seen suki such a good appetite. So I decided to die, ok, die together. Looking forward to the moment of coming soon, the roof with the wind. We just stand on the edge of the roof, she said, to his Alma mater waved. I according to do, ready to jump, but was she a pull. She said, how also come true. I got comfortable, so back to the dormitory. She said her jump off building was too ugly, I didn't blame for her to think, did not take her as a girl. ha ha.

于是我们来到了险湾，这路上苏琪竟哼起了歌。我知道我们必死无疑了，我们站在了高高的岩石上，苏琪说她要像郭晶晶一样跳进去，然后漂向深海。我希望可以死在浅滩，告诉人们我们是怎么死掉的。

So we came to the risk of bay, on the way she sang the song. I know we die, we stand on a high rock, suki said she would like guo jingjing jump in, and then drifted to the depths of the sea. I hope I can die in the shallows,telling people how we die.

只剩两天了，我又重新回到了教室。旁边已变成一个空缺，成堆的书还留在这里。我至今不明白，苏琪撞在礁石上，为什么没有一点叫声。

There are only two days, I returned to the classroom again. My side Has become a vacancy, beside the piles of books also stay here. I still don't understand, suki on the rocks, why no a little cry.

四天后...

Four days later...

“我要像郭晶晶一样跳进去，然后漂向深海...”

"I'm going to jump in like Guo Jingjing, and I'm going to drift to the ocean..."

我可以明白了

I can understand.