美国男歌手尼克·卡特讲述失去哥哥亚伦的悲痛:“这很痛”

Nick Carter is reflecting on losing his brother Aaron Carter as he marks the one-year anniversary of his death.

尼克·卡特纪念他的哥哥亚伦·卡特去世一周年，他回忆起失去他的哥哥。

The Backstreet Boys singer, 43, said he still has a difficult time accepting that Aaron is gone. "It's still unbelievable to me," Nick told E! News of Aaron's sudden death on Nov. 5, 2022, at the age of 34. "I'm still processing the whole situation and trying to make sense of it — because it hasn't."

这位43岁的后街男孩歌手说，他仍然很难接受亚伦离开的事实。“这对我来说仍然难以置信，”尼克告诉E!亚伦于2022年11月5日突然去世，享年34岁。“我仍然在处理整个情况，试图弄清楚它的意义——因为它没有。”

"But I'm hoping that one day I can make sense of it all," he added.

“但我希望有一天我能弄明白这一切，”他补充说。

Aaron, who struggled with substance abuse and mental health issues, was found dead in the bathtub of his California home. The Los Angeles County Medical Examiner-Coroner later stated in a report that Carter was "incapacitated while in the bathtub" after having inhaled difluoroethane and taken alprazolam, which ultimately led to his accidental drowning.

亚伦被发现死于加州家中的浴缸中，他一直在与药物滥用和精神健康问题作斗争。洛杉矶县法医验尸官后来在一份报告中说，卡特在吸入二氟乙烷并服用阿普唑仑后，“在浴缸里失去行为能力”，最终导致他意外溺水。

Nick told E! News he also struggles with the fact that he can no longer talk to his brother. "No matter what he and I had gone through in our lives, we always were able to make amends, always were able to get back to that place, and now I can't anymore and it hurts," he explained.

尼克告诉E!新闻，他也斗争的事实，他不能再与他的兄弟说话。“不管我和他在我们的生活中经历了什么，我们总是能够弥补，总是能够回到那个地方，而现在我再也不能了，这很伤人，”他解释道。

Amid his grief, Nick has been leaning on his family for support, including wife Lauren Kitt Carter and their three children, Odin, 7, Saoirse, 4, and Pearl, 2.

在悲痛中，尼克一直依靠家人的支持，包括妻子劳伦·凯特·卡特和他们的三个孩子，7岁的奥丁、4岁的西尔莎和2岁的珀尔。

"My children are my everything," he said. "If I lost everything, if I wasn't a Backstreet Boy anymore, if I didn't have the opportunity to still perform for people and entertain them, as long as I still had my kids and still had my family, I'd be OK. All this stuff on the outside doesn't matter to me."

“我的孩子是我的一切，”他说。“如果我失去了一切，如果我不再是后街男孩，如果我没有机会为人们表演并娱乐他们，只要我还有我的孩子和我的家人，我就会没事。外面的一切对我来说都不重要。”

Nick said that "trying to be the best father that I can" and throwing himself into the daily routine of raising his kids has helped ease his grief. "That's what I focus on," he explained. "Being present with my children, listening to them, parent-teacher conferences, driving them to school, taking them to Halloweens and being there when they want to trick-or-treat."

尼克说，“尽我所能成为最好的父亲”，把自己投入到抚养孩子的日常生活中，这有助于减轻他的悲伤。“这就是我关注的，”他解释道。“和孩子们在一起，听他们说话，开家长会，开车送他们去学校，带他们去万圣节，当他们想要‘不给糖就捣蛋’的时候陪在他们身边。”