“小甜甜”布兰妮回忆当年像马戏团一样万众瞩目的时光

Britney Spears is reflecting on a time when all eyes were on her in the center of the ring just like a circus.

“小甜甜”布兰妮回忆起当年站在舞台中央像马戏团一样万众瞩目的时光。

In her new memoir The Woman in Me, the pop star details what really happened during her much-photographed outings with Paris Hilton and Lindsay Lohan, whom she was spotted hanging out with amid her 2006 divorce from Kevin Federline.  

在她的新回忆录《我内心的女人》中，这位流行歌手详细描述了她与帕丽斯·希尔顿和林赛·罗韩一起外出时的真实情况，她在2006年与凯文·费德林离婚时被拍到与林赛·罗韩一起外出。

"It was never as wild as the press made it out to be," Britney wrote, according to The New York Times Oct. 19, which obtained a copy of the book, adding that she wasn't into drugs and "never had a drinking problem."

《纽约时报》于10月19日获得了这本书的副本，据该报报道，布兰妮写道:“这并不像媒体报道的那么疯狂。”她还补充说，她没有吸毒，“也没有酗酒问题。”

Her tell-all, which hits shelves Oct. 24, revealed her "drug of choice" was the ADHD medication Adderall.

她的自传将于10月24日上架，书中透露她的“首选药物”是治疗多动症的药物阿得拉。

It "made me high, yes," Britney, 41, shared, "but what I found far more appealing was that it gave me a few hours of feeling less depressed."

41岁的布兰妮说:“是的，它让我嗨了起来，但我发现更吸引我的是，它让我几个小时不那么沮丧了。”

The "Toxic" singer went on to share her state of mind during the mid-aughts as the scrutiny around her intensified and she made headlines shaving her head and later attacking a paparazzo's car.

这位演唱《Toxic》的歌手继续分享了她在中期的精神状态，当时对她的关注越来越多，她剃了光头，后来袭击了一名狗仔队的车。

"With my head shaved, everyone was scared of me, even my mom," she confessed in the memoir. "Flailing those weeks without my children, I lost it, over and over again. I didn't even really know how to take care of myself."

她在回忆录中承认:“我剃光头后，每个人都害怕我，甚至我妈妈也害怕。”“没有孩子的那几个星期，我一次又一次地失去了理智。我甚至不知道如何照顾自己。”

Britney noted that she was "out of my mind with grief" due to the death of her aunt and a custody fight with Kevin over their two young sons, Sean, now 18, and Jayden, now 17.

布兰妮指出，由于姨妈的去世，以及与凯文争夺两个年幼儿子(现年18岁的肖恩和现年17岁的杰登)的监护权，她“悲伤得神魂颠倒”。

"I am willing to admit that in the throes of severe postpartum depression," she continued, "abandonment by my husband, the torture of being separated from my two babies, the death of my adored aunt Sandra, and the constant drumbeat of pressure from paparazzi, I'd begin to think in some ways like a child."

“我愿意承认，在严重产后抑郁症的阵痛中，”她继续说道，“被丈夫抛弃，与两个孩子分离的痛苦，我敬爱的姑姑桑德拉去世，以及狗仔队不断的压力，我开始在某些方面像个孩子一样思考。”

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And although the infamous car snap of Britney, Paris and Lindsay happened 17 years ago, Paris still remembers the moment—and even recently took the time to reflect on how far the trio has come.

尽管布兰妮、帕丽斯和林赛那张臭名昭著的汽车照发生在17年前，帕丽斯仍然记得那一刻，甚至最近还花时间反思这三个人走了多远。

"Fifteen years later, and so much has happened in the past two weeks," she said on her This Is Paris podcast in 2021. "I got married, Britney got her freedom back and engaged. Lindsay just got engaged. I love seeing how different our lives are now, and how much we've grown up."

“15年过去了，过去两周发生了这么多事情，”她在2021年的《这就是巴黎》播客上说。“我结婚了，布兰妮重获自由并订婚了。琳赛刚订婚了。我喜欢看到我们现在的生活有多么不同，我们长大了多少。”

And The Simple Life alum, who earlier this year released her own memoir, recently shared that she is "so proud" of Britney for speaking her truth.

《简单生活》的校友，今年早些时候出版了自己的回忆录，最近分享说她为布兰妮说出真相“感到骄傲”。

"I know how hard it can be doing a memoir because you have to really dive in and think about so many moments in your life that I'm sure you don't even want to think about," Paris told People earlier this month. "But it is truly such a healing experience, and writing my book [Paris: The Memoir] has changed my life in so many ways. So I'm really hoping that she feels the same way with this. I am just proud of what a strong woman she is."

“我知道写回忆录有多难，因为你必须真正深入思考你生活中的许多时刻，我相信你甚至不想去想，”帕丽斯本月早些时候告诉《人物》杂志。“但这真的是一次治愈的经历，写我的书《巴黎:回忆录》在很多方面改变了我的生活。所以我真的希望她对这件事也有同样的感觉。我只是为她是一个坚强的女人感到骄傲。”