双语畅销书|《这不是告别》第十七章

　　《这不是告别》作为全美媒体和读者的年度之选，一出版就迅速横扫《纽约时报》畅销书榜长达45周，席卷全球三十多国。故事讲述了一头红发、穿着肥大男款衬衫的Eleanor，与沉默寡言、沉迷于音乐和漫画世界的Park之间的故事。

# Eleanor #

#埃莉诺#

Mondays were the best.

星期一最棒。

Eleanor couldn't bring herself to smile directly back at him, not in front of everybody. But she couldn't help but smile, so she smiled at the floor and looked up every few seconds to see whether he was still looking at her.

埃莉诺没法回应他的笑，当着一群人的面不行。但是她掩饰不住笑意，所以她对着地板笑，每隔几秒就抬头偷瞄，看他是不是在看她。

He was.

他在看她。

Today, when she got on the bus, Park actually smiled at her. Like, smiled at her the whole time she was walking down the aisle.

今天她上校车时，帕克真的对她笑了。是那种她一路走过去，他都没收起来的笑容。

"I missed you," he whispered. She felt tears in her eyes and turned to the window.

他低声说：“我想你。”她感到自己双眼湿润，于是转头望着窗外。

Park stood up when she got to their row, and as soon as she sat down, he took her hand and kissed it. It happened so fast, she didn't have time to die of ecstasy or embarrassment.

她走到座位旁，帕克站起身，她刚坐下，帕克就握住她的手亲吻。一切来得太快，她没时间狂喜，也没时间尴尬。

Tina was looking at her, too, but Eleanor ignored her.

提娜也在看，但是埃莉诺懒得理她。

She let her face fall for just a few seconds against his shoulder, against the sleeve of his black trench coat. He squeezed her hand tight.

她微微垂下头，靠在他肩上，靠着他黑色风衣的衣袖，几秒而已。他紧握她的手。

They didn't say anything more all the way to school. Park walked with Eleanor to her locker, and they both stood there quietly, leaning against the wall almost until the bell rang. The hall was practically empty.

去学校的路上，他们没再说话。帕克陪她走到储物柜，两人靠着墙静默地站着，直到钟响。走廊空荡荡的，几乎没有人。