你不可能再回家

你不可能再回家

上个周六，是考四六级的日子，是不用早起的日子，是某个某个日子。

路灯下紧紧依靠的情侣，此刻无话不谈，只是在无言中分享两人身上剩余的温热。篮球场传来咚咚的响声，三三两两的人边说边笑着，他们都有自己的事要做。

随手拿起赛林格《麦田里的守望者》翻看着，心思也没在上边，今天过了是明天，只能这么及其普通的活下去，只能这样感慨着。人生在世这么一数也有二十来年了，不知不觉的感叹时间去哪了?我为何生活?

总以为自己还小，可能也都那样觉得，没想过太多的事，太多的生离死别也没有经历过，心中总是存有原来美好，很多不能碰，也不敢，一直把它种在心中，等着它发芽，生长，等着它一切都好起来。总是听到别人说时间会改变一切，但是实际上你需要自己努力去改变。

不说，不代表 不知道，不想念。

你不知道该如何面对，可你已经无路可退，很多痛苦不亲身感受，你无法体会，慢慢的生活会让你慢慢习惯，可是那得付出多少代价，多少你不能接受的代价。

现在才知道为什么有些人喜欢安逸的生活，想想小时候，想想长大后。想想自己在想些什么，想想那些不能忘记的，也不会忘记的。曾经在某一个瞬间，以为自己长大了，有一天，终于发现，长大的含义除了欲望还有勇气和坚强，以及某种必须的牺牲。

长大后要承担的多了，承担本不应该有的，承担已经发生又不得不接受的。

每天都在期望着明天会更好，期望着好人好报，期望着生活能少给我们带来些磨难，少些灾难，可以让我们活的更从容，洒脱，至少可以让我们看到第二天升起的太阳不同，可以让阳光照进发霉的心中。

活，我们要更好的活。

这个人也许永远不回来了，也许明天回来。

You can't go home again

Last Saturday, is to take an examination of band 4 and band 6 days, is not the early days, is a certain day.

Under the street lamp couple holding on to, no words don't talk about at the moment, only two people share the remaining in the silent of the warm. Basketball court came the sound of drumming, 3322 people said with a smile, they all have their own things to do.

Pick up salinger, the catcher in the rye leafing through the idea didn't in the above, after today is tomorrow, so only and ordinary live, can only such feeling. A life so also has a number of 20 years, unknowingly lamenting the time go? Why do I live?

Always thought he was a little, may all think like that, never thought too much, too much loss also have no experience, always has the original good heart, a lot of can't touch, also dare not, have been installed in the heart, waiting for it to sprout, grow, waiting for it to everything is getting better and better. Always hear people say that time will change everything, but in fact you need their own efforts to change.

Do not say, doesn't mean I don't know, don't miss.

You don't know how to face, but you have no way to retreat, don't experience a lot of pain, you can't understand, slowly will help you get used to, but it must pay the price, the price of how much you can't accept.

Now know why some people like to a life of ease, think about when I was a kid, think grew up. Think about what I was thinking, think of those who can not forget, also won't forget. Once at a certain moment, think oneself grow up, one day, finally found, grew up in addition to the desire and the meaning of courage and strength, as well as some must sacrifice.

After be brought up to assume much, bear this ought not to some, bear has happened and have to accept.

Looking forward to tomorrow will be better, every day in looking forward to the good things happen, looking forward to life can bring us less suffering, and fewer disaster, can make us live more calmly, free and easy, can at least let us see the rising sun the next day is different, can let the sunshine in the mould.

Live, we have to live better.

This person may never come back, maybe come back tomorrow.